Musings of a trucker in Seattle traffic.

Well, not much to discuss on the trucking front. I am doing what I love and have a good balance of work and home life.....I heard a saying the other day that if you work at your passion you will never work another day in your life. All is good.

So what to write about. I sit all day long and although the drive is intense at times I really have nothing to do but point the big truck and think. The mind wanders often and at times you feel bummed about a missed opportunity or take stock of where you are in life.

One of the items I have pondered is regret. People always have said "do you have any regrets in life?" or "if you could do it again would you change anything?" Everyone normally will say "no, I have no regrets and would never change a thing."

To both questions I say "Hell yes!!!" I don't regret my up bringing because you are dealt and hand and you play it. I don't regret my education because I have re-invented myself a number of times and have succeeded. So what is it? My biggest regret are actually two. One is not acting on a feeling or not acting on what moves you and secondly, not telling people what they mean to me or have meant to me.

Decisions you make now will have a huge effect on you as you grow up. Yes I know you have to move on but some things are not so easy. IE

I had a younger brother Kevin who I think of often. He had MD and I knew from experience with two other brothers Larry and Garry, that he was not long for this world. In Feb of 1985 I was walking past his home and thought perhaps I should pop up and say hey. Being the greatest procrastinator on the planet I said "maybe next week" to myself. He died the next day and it still haunts me.

Being raised in a family that was on one hand destroyed by MD, and on another made strong, we were no stranger to life skills. Never had much cash, had three brothers with MD, parents who dampened there hardship with alcohol....you get the picture. I felt that with all the hardship I had endured that surely we as a family were now bullet proof and immortal....I know....give your head a shake but you have no idea how the mind works at times.

My point is that when I received a text from my sister in law stating that July 7 was my brothers birthday and it was his 60th......Wow I thought....on one hand thought she should fuck off because I have always know Freddie's birthday and on the other I thought ...holy shit 60? I had better phone Susanne before it is too late. ( she is slightly elder )

You see as I grow up...I am just 52 now you realize that we are all getting older and we need to celebrate who and what we have. If something moves you, act on it, don't put it off and get to it the next day.

So my regrets are two; not letting people know I love them and what they mean to me and and secondly, acting on a feeling......I am as I write. It is never too late.

Life is short....get on it. The end is not Nye but lets face it, it will come and no one is getting out of this alive.

Later Al

New past time. Rantings of a mad Kayaker

Life at Bison continues to move along. Without sounding braggy this four on four off deal is hard to get used to.....but once you do.....you cannot beat it. I continue to run Tacoma, Spanaway and back to Vancouver daily. So from a trucking perspective there is not much to report. On another front however there is some news.

For those who follow me on Facebook or Twitter you are aware I am taking on a new hobby, kayaking. So for those people that read the blog from a trucking perspective this may have no interest to you. I do need to share some of my experiences though.

For most of my life I have lived a relatively sedentary lifestyle. I used to work my ass off and found that I had little time to enjoy life outside of work. Sad really but in Canada most of us are like that. For those that have found the balance, good on ya. You are blessed.

If you ask a North American what he or she does they will tell you they are an IT guy or an engineer, a nurse what ev, you get it. If you ask a European the same question he or she will say Oh, I ski, or I Volksmarch or raise a family....again you get the pic. We, on this side of the pond, let our work define us.

So I have taken up Kayaking in an effort to offset the number of hours I toil. I go on about a four day on four day off cycle however the hours I put in are in the order of 60+ during the cycle.

So Kayaking: Our first day out, last Saturday was less than banner. We schlepped the boat to West beach up the street and my daughter and I took turns. I managed to get soaked first time out and froze the rest of the outing.....enter buyers remorse.

All week I thought that perhaps I had done the wrong thing and maybe it only looked appealing to sit in a small boat, watching the sun rise behind the Cascade Mountain range and Mt Baker. Their shadows becoming shorter until you felt it....that radiance. There is something about the smell of the ocean in the morning that surely I would be missing if I did not make a go of this.

I tried over an over again through out the week to get out but I have learned that the tide needs be just right, calm seas and as little breeze as possible. Living on the Pacific South West coast you get what you get. Just when you think you are in for a decent day all hell breaks loose.

Fast forward to today.....awesome. We managed to get a beautiful day and I was prepared. Last night I assembled the roof rack, and proceeded to load the two kayaks on the Subaru. That was a bit frustrating and the level of frustration could only be surpassed by the fact I could not get out of our underground garage.....Remember....sitting...little boat...sunrise.....horse shit I say.

I would not let that deter me and started fresh this morning. Brilliant sunshine, ocean like glass, no wind, tide at a relative stand still. Off we went to Crescent Beach an launched the boats.

My goal was to stay drier that last week. Success. To top it off we were able to snap shots of a Golden Eagle, movie of a Harbor Seal, a number of Dungenous Crabs racing to get out of the tide pools before said eagle had his way with them.

Updates to follow....that is if anything interesting comes along.

Later.

New adventure update.

I have spent years seeking out the right employment fit for my family and myself. This is not to fault any past employers as it is I that have the needs and sometimes they just don't line up with theirs.

I must say that I believe I have found it with Bison. The money is not what I had gotten previous but you need to determine what is important. At this time in my life I needed to be home, make a living and try and chill a bit. Scenes like below help me chill.

Mr and Mrs Goose with brood.

So, I have done just that. I currently drive for Bison and run to Tacoma, WA return, once a day, four on four off. Don't think that my days are 5 hours long, on the contrary. I leave at 0600 each day, hit customs, deliver at around noon, get my load around 1400 then run home...usually home around 2000 each night. Nice thing is I get paid by the hour, OT after 11 on the highway. When work is slow I get the same rate working in the city.

I am quite happy for now. I am certain there will be challenges but I just need to "breathe" so to speak. Recently I crossed southbound only to find my load had not cleared properly....I sat for six hours waiting. It is easier to "breathe" if you are still getting your hourly rate.

So life is good. I drive a junker of a truck, work my ass off hauling recycling south and various loads back for four days, get paid for what I do then take four days off. My next challenge.....if I could just learn Punjabi I would be all set. Not being bigoted but I am learning what it is like to be on the outside looking in as most of the drivers that run these routes speak differently languages than I.

That is it for now.

Later

How it began, is how it ended with H and R

As the title reads....I started with H and R with my truck in the shop and that is the way I ended...in a shop. What happened in the middle of all that however was pretty decent.

If any readers are looking for the dirt on H and R you won't find any in this blog entry. I can honestly say that during my time with them it was a pretty good ride.

There were the odd bumps here and there as there are with any job. Once you realize that they are a business and only owe you what you earn life becomes easy. What I mean is that I worked hard, did what I was told, operated safely and efficiently and in return the owed me their best.

I got it; from Cathy T and the administrative group my transition in and out was flawless. Payroll and HOS folks where helpful in many instances and when need educated me as to what I needed to do to keep pay straight and run legal.

The on road repair system that I experienced....often....was second to none. I had a truck leased from Penske and the SOS response was outstanding.

Finally the Operations team. I began with Andy who is a task master. He takes individuals on to a fleet and at times seems short. This is his job....think of him as a Sergent Major of sorts.

I then moved to Fleet 2, then 4 and finally back to 2. This occurred primarily as I had requested changes in my running areas and frequency of runs.

One constant was my planner Gerry G. Can't say enough about him. When I need to shorten my run he took me in to a scheduled, shorter run to allow more home time. When this was not quite what I needed he took me over to a shorter more frequent run to accommodate my and my families needs. He is a solid go to guy and has a decent heart.

My dispatch team of Wayne, Kevin, Noelle, Shane and the rest of the night crew where always helpful be it issues or questions on how to perform a certain task. Finally, the individual I had most contact with was Sherrie B.

Sherrie is an outstanding Dispatcher and Manager. Even though she manages a large number of trucks and drivers she always makes time to see that you are taken care of. If you need, she will do her best to escalate as required. She takes the time to get to know you as a driver and person so she can understand your pressure points. If you are fortunate you will get on her fleet.

This seems to be like a Thank You note. In a way it is, I have no complaints about H and R but understand this. Everything you get, you earn, I was treated very well and worked my ass of for them.

If you are coming from overseas or a national looking for work make no mistake this company is not like all others. You get what you earn, not what you feel you deserve. For my readers overseas do your homework, you are making a life decision, don't believe all blogs, not even this one (although you can rest assured I have nothing to gain if you come to HR). I call it as I sees it.

So I have moved on to another firm. I will update you in my next entry.

Good luck,

Later

Turn the page.

Wine always brings out the writer in me (in my mind anyway).Whether I am pissed at life or feeling amorous I always feel like blogging. So here I go:

I have heard over the years that if you live in the past you are suffering depression; in the future you are prone to anxiety. So in an effort to be normal I have chosen to embrace today.

Some may see changes in my interactions others may not. No matter, I have enjoyed getting to know a number of individuals and have forged friendships based upon commonality. As I grow through life I will forge new friendships and some will fall off the radar…so to speak.

I have spent a lifetime trying to find the right fit. I believe I have found it in a new company and a new outlook that I will speak of in future blog. In that blog I will discuss the HR experience but do not expect me to speak ill of the company.

So stay tuned,

Shit, BTW Happy Birthday Susanne!!!!

Later

Never too old to learn something new.

Been a while but here goes.

Life has been run of the mill for the past while, Olympics have come and gone and now I can get back to regular life. We did manage to take in some of the events and pavilions. Vancouver absolutely rocked.

During the past month my run has been uneventful except for one particular evening. I did my drop in Kamloops and then shot down to Kelowna for my second drop. The road down is a bit bendy and although you can fly down it you really should not.

When I arrived at my drop I asked the receiver if I could drop the trailer and he said so long as the product is still upright it would not be a problem. I, in amazement asked, "really, how does someone actually have the load move around on them?" He said it happens from time to time.

I opened my back doors to hit the dock and to my surprise my load had shifted. For the next three hours I had to re stack 1000 cases of pop, you know the fridge size. That is right five skids, 200 cases per skid at about 10 lbs per case. In all about 10000 pounds of pop.

I was choked. Do you think anyone would help me....no. I muttered and cursed but in the end I only had myself to blame. Why should they help me....they are the client...I messed up. So the lesson I learned was to slow the F*** down. If the sign indicates 60K in a curve and you are blasting across some uneven train tracks, do less than it indicates. What is it going to cost you in the long run.

So I continue to learn and had a great high rep low weight work out.....oh the muscle tone.

Later.

A new year, a new run and Damn BC Held held devices law.

Where has the time gone.

Recently I have changed my run from running the rock 4 times a week to 10 times a week….not sure what I was thinking. Actually it allows me to be home daily and ultimately that is what I was after all along. So I go out each evening and home each morning.

One thing I can truly say about my employer, H and R, is that they have done everything within their power to make certain I was happy and that my family was front and center. I guess it boils down to the fact that I do as I am asked….with some grumbling….but it gets done just the same. In appreciation they take good care of me. I am currently looking for a way to get back to the city and have submitted my name for a city job with HR.

2009 was a decent year, many experiences….some scary but mostly awe inspiring. I have uploaded some images from last year to close out my entry for today.

Speaking of pics, damn BC laws regarding hand held devices and driving…..sheesh how is a guy suppose to snap decent pics, surf the web, send texts home and update Facebook these days….thank Christ our trucks are 12 speed automatic.

Tire change, or Tyre change anyone....now is the time.

You make friends after days and days....this is Willie the Golden Brake Check Fox.

Doh!!!Oh but for the grace of God I go.

Home Sweet Home....Why do I love it here so much?

Anyhoo….more updates in the days ahead.

Later.